Nearly 35 years ago, I met a man who influenced me immeasurably. My writing today would not be the same without his guidance and example. Robert Perske, advocate, author, decent human being, wrote about the value people with disabilities bring to their families and to communities. I read his books and wrote to him. He wrote back. He read my stuff. For some reason, he took to me and we began a lovely relationship. He was a steadfast pen pal with our son Jim for years; Jim always called him Bob Brewsky, and Bob always got a kick out of that. In one of the most recent letters, Bob talked about “being down but not out,” promising Jim he’d write again soon. He was on Jim’s regular update list, and often sent lovely notes about Jim’s full, rich life, sharing jokes and funny links, goofy gifts and always a big dose of positive. We saved everything, each a pearl about what a good life can be for someone who is respected and loved. Bob died August 14th at home, in Darien, Connecticut. He was 88.
Not long ago, Bob wrote a piece about my latest book, Flourish: People with Disabilities Living Life with Passion.
“Flourish is bold and cocky and picturesque and very much up front. I am moving from vignette to vignette slowly and trying to stop and reflect on each person before taking on the next one. As usual your writing is so clear and active and so very much the Karin I always knew and loved in the past. And Jim! You do so very much to help that sweet guy be his sparkling best. I wonder what Jim would be like if he never had his wonderful cast of family and friends.”
He was always a gentle critic and wonderful cheerleader. Bob came to visit us in Saskatoon in the middle of a frigid winter several years ago, and I was given an extraordinary gift. This smiling, generous man arrived at the airport at midnight, February 29th – a leap year – taking a leap of faith on me. He emerged through Customs with a Sports Authority hockey bag, freshly ripped open at one end courtesty of the airlines, out of the hole was a glimpse of what was just the tip of the iceberg that is Robert Perske’s collected works. Now my collected works, hand delivered for safe keeping, all the way from Darien, Connecticut, by this man who thought I might do something worthwhile with them. Rick, Jim, Bob and I spent the next several days laughing, telling stories, eating – Rick tried to kill him one evening by cooking up a wonderful batch of carne adovada with the wrong sort of chilis – but we ate it through tears, drinking wine, and telling more stories. We went for bracing walks bundled up at -20. Jim and Bob would get up early and just sit with each other, petting the cat, no need for words. We were family.
We began a book together, and during those days he spent with us, I made nearly 20 recordings of his stories and observations. Over the next while, we got a lot done on that book. But it wasn’t time for his memoirs. He was heart-deep in trying to exonerate a man with a disability, Richard Lapointe, whom he was absolutely convinced had been unjustly imprisoned for a murder he did not commit. Richard was ultimately released from prison just recently, so Bob lived to see that happen. It wasn’t exactly what he’d hoped for, but at least Richard got out and hopefully, as a free man, he will have that seafood dinner they often talked about.
This is one of Bob’s last notes to Jim. Jim always liked to read letters from Bob. They were plain, honest, made sense, and were full of love.
Jim Schwier: Long time I not write.
But you are a good guy.
You keep writing anyway.
You send pictures.
In them you are smiling.
You are happy.
You are proud.
Good for you.
Now I have stopped work..
I will have time to write you again.
Can I write you?
You are a good man.
You are a happy man.
You do good work.
I am proud to know you.
Bob, we are proud to have known you, too. Our best wishes to Martha and the family. We are feeling a little at a loss tonight, but blessed at the same time. Martha says there will be no funeral, and Bob continues to give. He donated his body to the Yale School of Medicine, and I’m sure he’s chuckling about getting into Yale as a mature student. Memorial donations can be made to Communitas, Box 358, Manchester, CT, 06040.